hallo,,,
now I will tell about my activities in ied adha. Ok its to late if I tell now, but this month is zulhijah right?  so I can told this story.
this is my second time I am not spend ied adha night with my family. Its so hardly to me. I am hear all people around my dormitory house always resound greates of Allah. " Allah hu akbar, Allah hu akbar" I am always hear that sentence.
In that time I just want to meet my mom, dad, and my brother. But I can do that. Tomorrow I must pray ied adha in the school. If I am not pray in school, I will get a big punishment from my religion teacher. Ok, am a student that will not make problem with her teacher, so I do the teacher order.
I am spend night adha alone in dormitory house, all my friend beside my room go home. I am very envy with them so much. Yeahh I don't know what I was do. I am just sleep in the bed room. But until 11.00 pm I can not sleep, am always remember about my family.
In the past, if tomorrow is ied adha my family always have many activities. My mom always make a traditional food that just we eat in ied adha, something like yellow rice but this menu more complicated.  My dad manage the goats that my family will be offering. And my brother in the mosque to resound the greates of Allah. and me just assist my mom in the kitchen. I am very miss with this situation.
On 12.00 pm I am crying alone, I don't know why, but in my mind I just want to cry, cry, and cry. I am remember my mom, dad, brother, my mistake to people around me, my feature and many more.
in 02.00 am I am calling my mom, and she suggest that I must pray tahajud in order that make my heart calm.
Am pray Tahajud until 03.00 am, and after that finally I can sleep.
Am get up and take a bath. At 05.00 am I am go to school to pray ied adha. I promise with my friend to go to school together so finally I am not alone.
I am finish pray adha at 06.30 am, last year after that I am immediately go home, but today I can't. So I spend that time alone again.
I am very sad, you know the big problem of this situation is I CAN'T  EAT MY MOM FOOD,,,,,,. Yeah am very love with that food, that taste is delicious, and I can't by it everywhere.
Ok, at 09.00 am I try to sleep because last night I am just sleep one hours. I am sleep well, and I am wake when my dormitory mom knock my room door. I am open the door and my dormitory mom give me some food that  I am very need. Sate, gule, and many food from goats its serve in front of my eyes. Oh you know my reason, am just shock and can't say anything. I know that taste is different with my mom food, but its more better that I can't eat that food.
Conclusion of this story is Allah never make alone us, Allah always give the beautiful moment with her own way. Lesson of this situation is we must patient with everything situation that make sad us.

with love

kiki :)

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